Emotionally-charged Ben Stokes is hoping his match-clinching top score for England at Mount Maunganui proves a springboard for lasting success after his return from a five-month international absence.
Stokes, unavailable since last September after being arrested outside a Bristol nightclub and subsequently charged with affray, missed England’s entire winter – including their 4-0 Ashes defeat – until he returned against New Zealand four days ago.
He was unable to help Eoin Morgan’s team to victory then but did so on Wednesday – with two run-outs and two wickets as well as his 63 not out to level the one-day international series at 1-1.
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“I was quite emotional walking off there at the end,” said the 26-year-old, having hit seven fours and a six from 74 balls as England chased 223 all out with more than 12 overs and six wickets to spare.
“There was relief, happiness – and obviously it’s been a long time.
“It was very satisfying for me.”
England declared Stokes available once more only after he pleaded not guilty at Bristol Magistrates Court earlier this month.
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Within two days, he had joined them on tour in his native New Zealand but sat out the Twenty20 Tri-series and returned only for the first ODI in Hamilton.
“Even walking on the field the first time and (then) walking off tonight made me understand how much a privilege it is to represent your country,” he added.
“It was a different feeling to what it is normally – but it was a great feeling to be walking off there at the end not out, especially after a really commanding performance from the team.”
Stokes spent much of his international exile at home, save for a short spell of white-ball cricket with Canterbury Kings in Christchurch.
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He said: “It was obviously frustrating to watch the Ashes.
“I went through all the emotions as I would have done playing, but there’s not a lot I can change about that now.
“When that opportunity came back round to represent England again I wasn’t prepared to let anybody down.
“All the training and hard work that went into that time spent at home paid off today.
“When I got the nod I wanted to expect to be asked to participate fully rather than be eased back into the team.
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“I wouldn’t expect anything less of myself and I don’t think Morgy would expect anything less of me either.”
It is only a start, of course, but Stokes has big plans for the summer ahead and beyond.
“I hope now this is a stepping stone on the road to trying to keep on helping England win games.
“We’ve got a massive summer ahead and the World Cup coming up after that as well, so I hope this is just the start of it.
“I want to contribute every time I play for England.”